Day Four: 

Afternoon: 

I keep looking back on how things were.. not consciously, rather the thoughts, and memories sucker punch me. I see back to how we were in the beginning, How we were all throughout, when simply enjoying one another as friends. What I DON'T find myself dwelling on at ALL is aaaallll the things that got us into this mess. This fact is EXTREMELY irritating. If we had just relaxed. if Id just kept us stable, in a safe place, If Id JUUUST taken care of us a LITTLE BIT.

             This, never would have happened. I miss you my friend... I miss you every moment.
I'm sorry.