Day One:


Noon: 2

I see.


Like I said We deserve this. We mocked and lied to God, Ignored him, spat at him, all while thanking him for making us happy. Selfish.

I see now. I can do this. I love her.

I love her


I love her enough to see the caliber of man that she deserves. I see that before I could ever love her the way she DESERVES to be loved, I need to grow. WE need to grow. I CAN wait. I can wait as long as it takes, for me to be the man God wants me to be. and if it is his plan that we be together, then we will be better and stronger together then ever.

if not..
if she finds her true God given love, and it is not me... Then at least I know she understands fully the TRUE value in the love we have now.
the "BAR" has been set. She will never settle. Never settle for any less the the happiness, completion, comfort, joy, and fullness we feel together. So.

So

sososososo...


If she finds that love, that is not I, at least I know, she wont be settling.

and in that. She will be happy. At least I KNOW she will be happy.
she will be happy.
she will be happy..


She will be happy.