Day Two: 

Afternoon: 2 

I can do this. I'm getting it. When I really look back on things, we both really needed to grow, Ive always had a ton of trouble accepting that people care for me, in that Ive always had a TON of trouble accepting her love. This situation pulls me out of the equation. Her actions durring this time will dictate just how much she
A: is interested in a true relationship with God. 
B: Will show definitively just how much she loves me.
As my actions in turn will do the same. 

In some ways ( and this yes does sound even to me like rationalizing...) but in some ways this is kiiind of cool...
Most people never get such a revealing test of their love.  In any case it is becoming more clearly then ever that I DO truely need to let her go, in order to love God fully as I should. In conclusion I need to let her go, If I ever want the chance to be a part of the family I love again. Give it to God.
Give it ALL to God.