Day Two 

Morning: 4 

The tears are coming freely now. Now they wont stop. I think... I think now Im starting to get it...

                    This is real...


I miss you so much... so so so so so much....  I cant bear the thought of you somhow forgetting how much I love you...
A new mantra...
I'm so sorry...
I'm so so sorry...

If only Id listened... this never had to happen. I could have protected us from this... but I didn't...
im so sorry..
so sorry
im sorry
im sorry
im sorry
sorry
sorry
...please... im so sorry...