Day Three: 

Afternoon: 

heh... its funny all this time I worried SO much about losing your love, losing your affection... and Now, more and more and more and more and more I miss my friend... My friend to laugh with... play with... joke around with...learn with.. grow with...
I wonder...
Did it take this to make me realize what I really wanted I could have had and enjoyed entirely all along?
So many things feel so stupid now...

So much worry... so much unfocused distrust.. . 

                                                                                        ...wow...