Day Two: 

Morning: 6 

I have to let her go. don't I?

I have to truly let her go, in order to let you in. The only way I will be free to grow into the man Of God you want me to be, is if I REALLY let her go...
Whats nice, Im seeing suddenly looking at it. WHAT I REALLY miss...


                                       ...is my friend...

I miss My friend. I miss playing with her, dancing with her, being goofy running around and creating with her. Its funny just how little I miss all the things that got us into this mess...

What is nice too, and has always been.
I KNOW how much she KNOWS I love her.

with that, I can do this. 

Gods been trying to get me for so long, he'd have me for a bit then lose me, over and over again...
looks like he figured out how to get me for good.
I can do this.
Lets do this big guy.

Lets do it.