Day One:


Night: 6


If the day ever comes.. that I can enjoy the sound of your laugh again.. ever get to look in your eyes again, heh... ever get to see you smile again...

This day has been so long.. so so long. I'm taking steps to fix myself. things are in motion..
I spent so much time worrying how people saw me, expecting that people didn't really want me, that they would never accept me... I didn't pay attention to what was important. now... now I don't know what will happen more then any other time in my life...
I think its time to try and sleep, wait to see what day two is going to feel like.. 

I love you Pepp3r.
I miss you.

Sweet dreams, my dearest.  Tho I still, well more then ever...
                       
                                                               "never really sleep anymore..."