Day Three: 

Night: 2

No... this is not a horrible thing, hard. Yes. Painful. Yes. but without it, would I have come to these conclusions? Would I have finally been able to accept your love for me? would I have been so ready to actually see just what I WANT love to be... furthermore, would I have been able to see JUST WHY I do in fact love you?
Its hard to say. What is NOT hard to comprehend is the fact that this HAS happened. and because of it, I am seeing along with the hurt, with the pain, with the grief, there is good.
A tremendous good.

Interesting how things get through to us...